I was a very selfish person... I'm sorry..

Sometimes I can not endure some feelings like an anger. Of course, generally I am able to control my feelings well like the others. Also, I know that there's no person who perfectly controls his or her feelings.

But, in my case, when I am really angry, I make the others whom I love sad or angry. I don't want to make them sad, however, sometimes I behave badly to them. They aren't related with my anger directly or indirectly. Just because of the fact that they are my family or my girlfriend, I express my anger cynically to them.

Yes, I know well that they love me, so I behave like that to be consoled by their love like a child. I always regret heartily behaving like that and making them sad. That's true it's too late to regret after making them sad or disappointed.

Yesterday, I made my family sad. Today, I make my girlfriend sad again. It will be taken much more time for me to be a man. But I will endeavor hard to be a man who has an warm-hearted mind and makes them whom I love happy.

I love you. I am sorry...